Life is bullshit.

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I am in an airport. I am in an airport with my Mom and Dad. I am going to Texas for a week to meet up with family and stuff. I'm way more pumped up then I expected. Texas. TEXAS. Holy Jesus, why do I not just move back? I really wonder why sometimes. I was thinking about what I was going to eat tomorrow when I was commenting Sterling and all of a sudden I was like oh i'm going to stuff my face with real food tomorrow. Now i'm just sitting around on my macbook wanting to go to a restaurant with illegal workers and and waitress that pretty much only talk in Espanol and I can surprise them with my genius grip on the Latin tongue. Boston is the only, only, only. But Texas is the don't fuck with me state and that just spells good food and Southern hospitality. What does your hometown mean to you, or what do you miss about it? Anything like that.

Did I mention I dropped another phone into another puddle? I'm getting a new one tomorrow, you should be able to call/text me at about noon. This is like the third or forth phone. I'm not kidding. Water and my cellphones are obviously meant for each other.

Also don't you love drunks at airports? There is this lady like three seats down from me, totally trashed. She's talking something about weed and something being purple. Wouldn't I love to know.

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Happy Tony Oller's birthday / Mardi Gras week. I still can't believe I'm 18. I mean I believe it, but I'm still kind of in the woah, I'm actually 18, two years until I'm not a teenager anymore. Weird shit. I spent my day staying at my place skipping school with a few of my friends. And later were going out for our family tradition birthday crab legs, were going to fill up like half of the place with my family. But still fun stuff. And I am having a party but a lot of shit was going on right now and I did not start planning anywhere near soon enough so that will be happening. I promise. It's 1980's Studio 54 theme, aka the weird clothes and insane partying.

My first baseball game is in a few weeks ( holy shit ). And also were getting down to the end of rehearsals for footloose. Which I am legit pumped for. Spring break in about a month and graduation in a few months. Time goes by so fast, damn. But yeah.

What did you do today? Or if you want to tell me something random, do that too. I like random information sometimes.

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Sorry guys, school has been a bitch and I've been busy, but I'll try to be around more.

But besides that I don't have a costume mainly because I didn't expect on dressing up but I have this bad feeling it's dress up or death ( preferably not a witch trial death ) but I heard a few things about those evil zombies. So I'll try to get something together by Friday.. Maybe. We'll see.

Oh okay so I totally tried candy corn for the first time the other day, and that shit is so good. Not the Zachery's kind though. I mean like the really good stuff from the like 700 count bags from Sam's. I totally bought one just because and now it's half way gone. :| It's so good. I thought I'd never see the day. But now I really want a milkyway. I don't know, what's your favorite Halloween candy? I need suggestions to get sick off of.

In a few days it's my little cousins birthday and her party is like "Barbie" themed, right. So Demi suggested I go get a Barbie bike for her. So I went in to Toys R' Us earlier today and got the one I saw online. But I was totally distracted by the battery powered things, like they Barbie jeeps and they even have the red car from cars now. It reminded me of like forever ago when I had a Barbie jeep because I totally did, it was a hand me down from someone in my family. It was the one with like all the Hawaiian flowers and Barbie in a bathing suit on the hood. I wonder what ever happened to that thing. 0.o.

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I hate being related to people, because then they are your mess and you can't help it. They are just baggage that you have to deal with when they act like the fucking biggest jack asses on earth. Sadly I have a whole fucking family of them and they are more stupid and arrogant then I will ever be. Your just like what the fuck is this? How was I ever around these people for so long and now they are really showing their true colors? Why did you front your good side, because you know you were never worth a fucking damn in the first place. I hate those people and more importantly I hate the people that fucking caused all this. Burn in fucking hell.

Anyways court tomorrow, probably the Doctors, then where I'd promised I would be. I don't know if I'll be around, maybe. We'll see I guess.







 

You know what.
Fuck girls.
Fuck my family.
Fuck music.
Fuck life in general.
..Ok im done.