| anthony potter. ( @ 2009-07-18 11:59:00 |
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| Entry tags: | concert, fans, harry potter, live show, omg gays, party, preston is mr.sexypants, private, the horizon, video |
BLOODY HELL.
Blogging, blogging, blogging.. I'm going to a fans sweet 16 in a few days? Okay, but no really. Preston is in town again, i'm pretty much making him stay, lol. Not that he doesn't want to. I'm trying to get him to move out here. I'm just like, you should stay man since we have a show with the Three Armada on the 1st of next month. Have you heard their music? It's amazing, just saying. Umm, my trip to Texas went really well? Oh, I have orientation soon.. I think. Isn't it early for that though? Pretty much only one more month left for summer.. How am I supposed to handle college again? I haven't slept well lately either. Don't you hate insomnia? Wow this blog is just a bowl full of awkward.. Maybe i'll go see Harry Potter for a forth time.. Have you seen it yet? I went the first night with all my friends and we dressed up just like we used to. In fact I have this video of all my buddies and I getting one of the books back in 2007.
Walmart saved us.
PRIVATE
You know those times when you're just so.. out of body. Those times when your eyes graze the room and it's like your mind can't even follow them cause you are so drunk on your own anger. This week has been like that. And it gets worse as the days pass so i'm not sure if I should look forward to tomorrow or not. It started off with Demi's letter to Cody on facebook. How she referred to douchebags and I knew it was about me. That pissed me off. Finding out about Cole and Raviv made me awkward. And now Matt decides it's totally fine to sleep with Nicole. And Nicole seems to think it's totally just chill to lose her virginity randomly to my girlfriends ex-boyfriend? Jemma is upset beyond words, enough to leave the cruise and come home. You hurt the people I care about, you break their trust. You break mine too. I'm not even the one who hurt people this time, i'm the one receiving the affects from something that wasn't even directed at me. It's easy to realize how selfish people can be when you're the one hurt, but it's hard to understand how selfish you can be when you cause it all. I did speak to Nicole though, I wanted her to know I was here for her even though. I've been there you know, i've had everyone against me. I just wanted to treat her the way she treated me, she forgave me for what I did, and I forgive her. I don't trust her necessarily. But I do forgive her. You can't fix anything with a little help, and I really want her to fix this with Jemma.